So I didn't want to say anything right away, but I figured it's time to spill the beans. That dreaded four letter word...you know the one I mean...
diet
. I have never really been a big fan of diets, especially weird fad diets like Atkins or South Beach or anything like that. The idea of points and counting keeps me from trying something like Weight Watchers, but I've become more and more unhappy with my weight. I decided around New Years that I wanted to lose weight, but I knew if that was my focus I would fail like I always have before. So I decided I just wanted to get healthier. I figured if I could just change my eating and exercise habits a little tiny bit and start making healthier choices, then I could go from there. I decided to start small so that I wouldn't get totally burned out and lose my motivation before I even got anywhere.
Through the month of January I just tried to use my Wii Fit for ten minutes a day at least 5 days a week. I knew it wouldn't do a lot, but I just wanted to start a habit of being more active. Up to that point I really wasn't doing much activity aside from housework. My job actually encourages inactivity because I just sit there for 6 hours at a time. Aside from an illness in the second week, I did pretty well. I think I was able to hit my "workouts" at least 20 out of 28 days (I started on Jan. 3). So far so good, but I wasn't losing weight, so now it was time to eat better.
I decided I was going to use the month of February to "diet", just as a way to lose some initial weight and get motivated to work out more and make better eating choices. I have started a modified version of the "Special K Challenge" and so far it is awesome! I starting eating Special K cereal with skim milk for breakfast most days, and supplementing some lunches and the occasional breakfast with Special K Protein Shakes and Protein Bars. Other times I eat salad or a can of Progresso soup for lunch. For snacks I eat low fat yogurt, low fat string cheese, a Special K cereal bar, or fruits and veggies. For dinner I still eat all the normal things I've always eaten, I just eat smaller portions and I try to include more fresh veggies. I've cut out soda (for now...I don't think I could cut it out forever!) and basically just try to stick to water most of the time. When I was pregnant I received a large water jug from the hospital that holds 32 oz. I fill that with filtered water (the tap water is seriously gross here!) and try to drink at least one a day, although a few times I've been able to drink 1 1/2. I should be able to drink 2 a day, but right now I just can't drink that much. I also write down everything I eat. A piece of chocolate cake here and there won't hurt, but if I write it down it helps me keep track of what I'm consuming. I also bought some Weight Watchers Strawberry Smoothie bars for desserts....those are actually amazingly good! Love. On top of that, I have bumped my Wii Fit workouts up to 30 minutes a day.
I realize I have only been doing this for 1 week, but I am happy to report that it is working! I have been diligent in paying more attention to what I'm putting in my body and I am very excited with how I feel. I have only lost 3.7 lbs so far, but I feel better, too. I have more energy and I've suddenly found myself
wanting
to work out. That has NEVER happened before. Now I'm hoping that I can expand my workouts to include other cardio and aerobics exercises. I would love to find a good dance workout but I want to try something before I buy it. I've heard good things about Zumba and I'm trying to borrow "Just Dance" from a neighbor (her kids lost it!). Hopefully I can try one or both of those and then add them to my collection if I like them. I've also found that by eating smaller portions more frequently, I've lost my "snack happy" mentality. I used to feel hungry almost all the time and would snack pretty frequently. Now I'm happy just having a little something every few hours. I don't feel like I have to keep eating and eating until I'm full. This is a totally new concept to me, but I love it.
I told myself I wanted to lose 10 lbs by my birthday. If I achieve this goal, I'm rewarding myself with a new pair of jeans! After that I will make another goal and go from there. Ideally I want to get down to a healthy weight and BMI so that I can eat what I want but still be a healthy because I know how to control my eating and portions. I could never go through life without pizza, burgers, fries, cheesecake, alfredo sauce, and all those wonderful things, but if I can teach myself how to manage my intake and stay active, I won't have to.
I also have a great Facebook group for support. If you read this and would like to offer support, I would greatly appreciate it!!